26 August, 2011


Hurm. I met Ribena for the 1st time. Turned out he wasn't anything like he put out to be. & the same comments come out every time I meet someone. "You gained weight" , "You look skinnier in pictures"

I'd say the same thing to him. He's huge! & you're telling me I'm fat??? Not to mention the lack of masculine charm. Oh please, those skinny arms? I'm buff-er than you!

That arrogant personality. Forceful. Sore-loser. It's such a waste of energy to go out with you. Dreadful.

Beatrice came to save me. awesome. luv u dalink~

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  • Don't judge a book by its cover.
  • Don't get your hopes up when you're about to meet someone for the 1st time.
  • Sweet talkers are dangerous.
  • Always have a good friend who's willing to bail you out.
  • Online dating? Be sure to really know that person 1st.
  • Keep your imagination of love-dovey scenes realistic.


17 August, 2011


Sweet & sour just like Ribena. Thinking of you.


11 August, 2011

saying something & actually being the opposite. (Just a RANT)

"I don't like to force either". Haha. that's rich. Oh please~~~ I've told you time and time again that it's not possible to meet up since I was swamped with work and yet you still insist on it. Stop saying that "I'm nagging" or "giving excuses". You'll see me when I'll have some free time. Forcing me to fast forward my work is not helping either. I don't like to be rushed. I like taking it slow and steady!

You don't even bother to understand what I'm going through. When I explained it you, you laugh as if it's a small matter. All you care is about yourself. You & your wants. I told you I was busy but all you say is, "You'll find a way". What way???!! I want to finish my work yet you keep pestering me and making me emotionally unstable. I'm not a calm & collected person.

Just please stay out of my life. I don't need this~!

P.s. - Smooth talkers. All those talking 'bout what you got are just sweet nothings.


09 August, 2011

be thankful.

I've always thought the grass is greener on the other side. Looking at someone else who has it worse than you really puts your life into perspective. We should all be thankful for what we have & what we don't have. Things that we don't have aren't really things that we need. We don't have them for a reason. Don't get engulf in greediness.

Why the suddenness? Well, I have this friend who's going blind. He lives his life care-free. I had issues with my eyes because I'm far-sighted but I wasn't thankful for the pair of eyes I've been given. Now...even though I see the world as a BLUR but it's better than seeing nothing. I see the bright colors of my surroundings. Plus, we have spectacles & contact lenses for that.hehe.


pretty ugly.

've been told "you're too pretty to be single" today. I'm single cause I was dumped. Not playing the victim. I don't want to be a victim.

Love will come to those who are worthy & it's not based on looks. When you find love, no matter what shape or size. Please please, look at the person's heart & not their outer exterior. BUT, be careful. Make sure you really know that person. You might end up getting conned.

I think that I'm single cause I just am. It has no relation to the way I look or the way I am. I'm single cause I haven't met the RIGHT person. Though I'm inexperience, it's okay. Love will find it's way back to me. Until then, God will watch over me. Yes, i'll be positive. I'll love myself & stop beating myself down =)


03 August, 2011

called him Ling.

There's this guy.
I called him Ling.
I've known him for a few years.
Can't really say I know him well.
He's one of those guys...
You know, 'The guy you wish you had'.
He disappears for awhile
& when you're not looking he comes back into your life.
He flirts with you but he's never really serious.
He's lonely but he doesn't want you to be his intended.
He doesn't treat you badly but he doesn't treat you well either.
He's distant but always makes the first move.
He doesn't see you.

I remembered what he told me before "For what you want to know me?"
He would probably always remain a mystery to me. He gives me a lot WHYs but would never answer them. I don't understand because he won't let me. Such a complicated fellow...

Why did you text me today? You always do that oh so suddenly.
& always leave me wondering
Why did you say what you said & acted as if nothing happened between us
Why did you fetch me at the airport when you knew how I felt?
Why do you always want me when you're already with someone else?

No point wondering, just a waste of time.
It's better if I ignore you. That's what you want anyway.


2ne1 - Lonely

my comfort song. =)


Someone You Used to Know

So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds

So Darling, here's to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you

Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory

*Soon i'll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you'll find your intended
But i'm sorry
that your intended isn't me

it's not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that's what you want from me
but they will always stay with me

i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it's just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take

Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
its not that i no longer care
i'd feel like a burden you cannot bear


02 August, 2011

Fishes in the sea

I went to Aquaria.
Saw that there are lots of fishes in the sea.
The world is vast.
My thoughts drifted off... I am not alone, I know.
But even in a sea of fishes, I still feel alone.
Alone. Such a lonely heart. Vacant heart.
I'm so lonely. Sigh...

"There are lots of fishes in the sea. But I really SUCK at fishing!"

"Feels like I'll be forever alone..."